The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference."
Twelve-step programs help people recover from an addiction -- to alcohol, drugs, gambling, food, etc. But they also teach a way of life -- a "program for living" -- that can apply to everyone. I want to share some of the things I have learned so that they can help you find new life, or enrich the one you already have. My new life is far from perfect. But every morning is now a gift, and every day is filled with opportunities.
🍷🍷🍷 When a recovering alcoholic is part of a tour group in France, there is temptation all around. At lunch, you are offered wine ... or hard cider in Normandy. On the bus, near the end of a long day, your tour guide offers locally-produced wine or liquer. At dinner there is white wine and red wine, lots of it, bottles and bottles, on the table. Between courses you have, set before you, a small bowl containing sorbet swimming in brandy. The refrigerator in your hotel room holds white wine and beer.
♥️♥️♥️ My husband supports my sobriety. He smiles when I turn over my wine glass, and keeps my water glass filled. He suggests that I pour the brandy into his bowl of sorbet, and enjoy my sorbet without it. I do. He buys me a bottle of sparkling lemonade for the bus.
⭐⭐⭐ Even our tour guide, Sylvie, is sensitive and helpful. She buys a cold bottle of local apple juice and, on the bus, she pours it for me and the two other people who don't drink (for whatever reason).
😢 Am I tempted? Certainly, occasionally. But it doesn't last very long, and having a delicious French dessert always helps.
😁😁😁 And, each morning, I wake without that sluggish feeling that isn't quite a hangover. I wake alert, energetic, ready for good French coffee and a croissant, maybe even a fresh piece of fruit. Ready for a new day, new sights, new sounds, something new to learn and appreciate.
🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷 La Belle France!
I ran across the phrase "hurt people hurt people" for the first time (for me) last week in a book I've been reading for my Spiritual Direction training. As best I can track, it originated with family therapist, spiritual director and author Sandra Wilson in 1993. I am amazed at how many times the phrase has been used since then, sometimes with slightly different words: in songs, as book titles, as inspirational writings and in sermons.
Here is an unattributed "expansion" of the phrase that I like.
"Hurt people hurt people. That's how pain patterns get passed on, generation after generation. Break the chain today. Meet anger with sympathy, contempt with compassion, cruelty with kindness. Greet grimaces with smiles forgive and forget about finding fault. Love is the weapon of the future."
We know that the concept of "turn the other cheek" (Matthew 5:39) isn't a new one. The Book of Proverbs tells us, "If your enemies are hungry, give them bread to eat; and if they are thirsty, give them water to drink; for you will heap coals of fire on their heads, and the Lord will reward you."
This is also what Jesus instructs us to do in the Gospels of Matthew and Luke: “But I say to you that listen, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. If anyone strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also; and from anyone who takes away your coat do not withhold even your shirt. Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again... Do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return. Your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High; for he is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful" (Luke 6:27-30,35-36).
Loving our enemies, turning the other cheek -- it can be hard to do, I don't deny it. But if we "break the chain" once in a while -- with a sibling who is an arrogant know-it-all, with a colleague who grabs all of the credit, or with an acquaintance who uses racially-insensitive phrases -- and respond with kindness and forgiveness, perhaps we can make a small difference. Small differences add up.
Yesterday, in the town of Caen, in Normandy, we visited a war memorial museum. I was reminded that, because the allies required confiscatory reparations from Germany after WWI, the German people were hurt: no money, no food, sometimes no homes. The Nazi party promised them a better future, and a way of "getting back" at those who hurt them. We know the rest of the story.....
This description makes you think that the story will be very sad and dark, but I promise you that it isn't that at all. Instead, it's a magical and uplifting story that will change your "image of God" forever."Mackenzie Phillips’s daughter, Missy, has been abducted during a family vacation, and evidence that she may have been brutally murdered is found in an abandoned shack deep in the Oregon wilderness. Four years later, in this midst of his great sadness, Mack receives a suspicious note, apparently from God, inviting him back to that shack for a weekend. Against his better judgment he arrives at the shack on wintry afternoon. What he finds there will change his life forever."